September 2010
3 posts
Discovering who I'm not.
My weekend was eventful. I didn’t expect to learn more about myself and at the time, I didn’t actually realize I did learn anything. But now looking back and reflecting, I do understand myself a little more. I realized truly how much I haven’t been being my natural self. A friend of mine, who I’ve recently become close to again was becoming a strong influence on me....
Three Days Grace -- My Time of Dying →
it's been too long..
I haven’t posted in what seems like ages. I’ve been falling behind, but I’m thinking about returning. Recently I’ve come to an understanding of the fact that I’m somewhat of a complicated person, so it’s hard for others to understand me sometimes. However, it upsets me that even I can’t understand myself. I’ve decided that I want to find myself,...
May 2010
1 post
November 2009
2 posts
http://twitpic.com/pzjed - I can’t see you, you can’t see me.
RT @hairo2: “yeah, we love FIFA, especially dicks.” http://twitpic.com/pw2mu
October 2009
8 posts
weewoo weewoo weewoo its the 5-0
http://twitpic.com/n2jmb - Where the keebler elvez live!!
http://twitpic.com/n2gx9 - 2dayz kwest
http://twitpic.com/mokni - Ueppp
http://twitpic.com/mm5so - Funday friday
so.. are you telling me….that we have we have to..h u g..just because we’re in PUBLIKKKKK??
September 2009
24 posts
“Look, I can’t change the way I think. And I can’t change the way I...”
– eminem
I know plenty of people who like me for me and don’t expect me to change. They accept me any day of the week—happy, sad, angry, etc. They don’t care what mood I’m in that day because they like me unconditionally. I consider these people my friends and they will always be my friends. So if you don’t like me, well then, fuck you, I don’t need you anyway.
“treat others how you want to be treated?? nahh. treat me how i treat you.”
it's time to fall..
Fall started a few days ago but it didn’t really feel like fall yet. It was still hot and muggy outside. However, since there was a cold front last night, it was quite breezy this morning. When I walked outside my house this morning, there was a breeze swaying the trees and causing leaves to fall. I can’t help but relate this weather to my life. When school started, it was senior...
love vs hate
This weekend, I was with my best friends just sitting around the table hanging out and we started talking about two of our other friends. Our two other friends absolutely hate each other and talk shit about each other behind their backs as much as possible. However, these two people are almost best friends. They both go through friends frequently, but they still always have each other. They...
“I’m not alone in feeling the way I feel. I believe that a lot of people...”
– Eminem
foods for flyin →
denim, lace, & leather →
Am I Truly a Mean Person?
Don’t you just love when you start randomly thinking about something and some how you end up coming up with some really deep feeling or explanation for something? Well, tonight while sitting at a football game, I realized something about myself. This is how it all began. Personality wise, I come off strong towards other people. The people around me interpret my personality in different...
Le Fashion →
sleep
As I was lying in bed, I was thinking: sleeping together for the first time and sleeping together for the first time are quite comparable. There are loads and loads of stories about awkward first nights. The first time you sleep with someone, no matter how perfect it may seem, there is always one tiny aspect of it that is slightly awkward or uncomfortable. The first time you sleep with someone...
fat talk →
this video is amazing
For all ASH girls you are already acquainted with...
DOWN →
This is a link to Nate Adams’ myspace. Listen to the song “Down.” He rewrote and sung the first verse of Jay Sean and Lil Wayne’s song. I personally think that his lyrics are better than the original ones.
fakeness
Although I have always known people are completely fake, I realized something even further. The people who boast about being different, unique, and “their own” are the people who are the most fake. These days, sooo many people conform to non-conformity. It’s completely and utterly ridiculous in my mind. It’s like people want so much to be different that they become the...
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe
Everything Happens for a Reason
That is one of my favorite quotes. I found this quote when I was going through a rough time. I first became attached to the quote because it allowed me to cope with what I was going through. However, I as I began continuing to reflect on it over a period of time, I started to truly believe in it.
I strongly believe everything happens for a reason. Especially bad things. Whenever something...